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[Nov. 26th, 2009|06:34 pm] |
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School ended the earliest today in weeks. So I got home at 3p.m.!!! :D It always feels so damn good to be home. Both my brothers makes me very happy :))
I've got a lot of things to say.. a lot of views I could possibly share but I don't want to risk it again. The line and boundaries between work and friendship can be so thin. So I guess it's better to keep mum and maybe whine to Mama and Papa when they are back home from work later. I want to whine and complain. |
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[Nov. 23rd, 2009|10:13 pm] |
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To feel extremely happy seeing a person whom I do not know much about except for the Hi and Byes.
Hmmm. How do I explain this?
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[Nov. 22nd, 2009|09:35 pm] |
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With the end of the dragonboat season, I think I'm gonna suffer a bit. No more weekly routine of heading to Kallang for training and offering myself to the sun. I think Mama will be very pleased. Every time I come home from training she whines about me getting too tan and looking like a chao ta potato. Hahah. I really enjoyed River Regatta! I could feel everyones hunger and it's really very satisfying to know that you've put in your best. The teamwork in the boat... its a feeling difficult to explain but once you experience that "teamwork feeling", it simply makes you happy :) I got the chance to row for Bishan East as well because one of their member sprained her ankle. I realised that although different teams have got different strategies...they are hungry, all the same. They were welcoming and nice too.
So here's to a brand new week! To all mugging very hard... jiayou! It's just 2 weeks or so till the 2 weeks break :D |
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[Nov. 19th, 2009|10:37 pm] |
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 Catering Tech lab today was so fun! Learnt the international standard way to cut vegetables! Chef Gary is so funny... I wouldn't mind attending lectures if he teaches! I don't think I'd ever skip lecture! Will definitely laugh until stomach cramp! Mdm Kalpana is damn nice as well. She's damn sporty and fun! I love cat techhhhhh! No other modules seems as fun! You know, funny as this may sound but attending cat tech lessons somewhat isn't as stress as the other subjects. In a way, it is stress relieving :) |
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[Nov. 18th, 2009|10:14 pm] |
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What a night! The past two days were really taxing with all the quizes and today we could finally enjoy a little! After school, we headed to the culinary lab for dinner. It was fun being with them babes! :) Nothing beats being with your friends and laughing over things... even the smallest things and hahahah, not forgetting the "proposal". But... today, I really salute the BCS students. I have the utmost respect for them. I think I'd just crack under the pressure if I were them. It looks fun to be in the kitchen but they really had to make sure everything was in top form.
Can't wait for Cat Tech lab tomorrow! Everyone enjoys Chef Gary's lab and besides Mdm Kalpana allowed me to bring my baby for lab so that I can take photos! Awesome!!! Gonna chiong for Advanced Food Sci and Community Nutrition with the groupmates. ALLER! Gotta stay focus guys! Just 2 weeks more to term tests and then it's the holidaysssss!!! Can't wait for River Regatta this weekends as well!
You know, I realised that meal times really isn't so much about the food. It's about the company :) Really glad that I met all you babes... really glad that you guys pulled me in although I tried isolating myself from all of you because I thought you all were a bunch of hyperactived, over-reactive noisy bunch of baboons. I wasn't wrong about that but you guys made poly life so much more fun :) Hmm, I should learn to open up my heart more eh? |
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[Nov. 14th, 2009|10:04 pm] |
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After training today, rushed home to finish studying. Then I had dinner with the family. Peranakan food is always so good! Had so many grilled sotong... I don't think I'll ever eat another sotong this year! Ayam buah keluak and nonya's curry is as delicious as ever too! I'm a full and satisfied girl! :)Anyway, I think the guys from Naval Diving Unit are very cool. Saw them after training just now and they had knives on their ankles. So cool.. so man. Hahaha. Better get back to studying now! Roarrrrrr! The house is so quiet tonight! Farhan is out partying and having sleepover with his buddies. If only I could fast forward to the holidays NOW! Oh oh, my estate is often filled with army men nowadays. I have no idea why they keep patrolling/stationing themselves here but Papa said some military exercise is going on in the forest. I don't care what they do here but everytime I see the Ford driving past.. I can't help but get my eyes glued. Ford Escape is my kind of car! It's been my dream car since I was 13 I think. Hahaha, but unfortunately the parents aren't big on SUVs :( Ok ok... gotta go and hit the books again. Adios! |
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[Nov. 14th, 2009|01:05 am] |
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 It's my first time eating at Bistro Walk today... after like being in TP for a year plus. It's quite a nice place to chill at actually and the food ain't bad either. AiTing and Mahes came over after school and they played at the playgroud like as though they've never seen a playground before! Haha, little mountain tortoises :) Grabbed my shoes and shirt and I was lucky to have them see me off when in fact I should be the one seeing them off since its their first time in Punggol. Next time when I have more time, I'll bring you guys to explore Punggol alright? :D |
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[Nov. 11th, 2009|09:48 pm] |
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Last night I got my new phone. Nothing cool but my little brother got his 32GB iphone! I didn't expect the queue to be so long on a weekday and spent close to an hour just to get a phone. Today I went to school feeling all sleepy :( Should really avoid sleeping past 2a.m. on a school day but sometimes I can't help it. I feel very tired. Very very tired. Can I just sleep for 1 week and not wake up? Bahhhhh. Anyway, after lunch today, AiTing and Mahes felt like having dessert. So we went to Cheers at Business school with Paddle Pop in mind but we ended up getting a $15 Ben & Jerry One Cheesecake Brownie. Expensive compared to a stick of Paddle Pop but yummy nevertheless! Really needed that tub of ice cream in the midst of all this stress... quizes and test. Ahhhhhh, just gotta stick it out a tad bit more! The week is ending soon. Gotta pull through! Tired tired tired. |
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[Nov. 9th, 2009|11:55 pm] |
 Oh, why do you always shine so brightly little moon? |
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[Nov. 6th, 2009|08:30 pm] |
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School today was so sucky. During PBPN lab, some students apparently spoilt the micro pipette and now everyone has to fork out money to pay for it. One micro pipette is $700. 3 was spoilt and since there is 28 people in the class, each person has to fork out $75. Seriously... I hate pussycats. If you spoilt it, own up! I mean, it's really unfair to make the rest of us pay when we didn't even spoil it at all. $75 isn't a lot of money but it isn't that small a sum either. Mehhhhhhh. Anyway, can't wait for next next week. We booked a sit in dinner with Chef Gary for the clique! We wanted it to be for the class but since the maximum they can take for sit in dinner is 10, it'll be a clique thing. Just thinking about what I saw the BCS students whipping and cooking yesterday is getting my taste buds all hyped already! :D
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[Nov. 5th, 2009|11:17 pm] |
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 I'm starting to feel the pressure from school :( Quizes and test... hate them all :( Cat Tech lab today was fun. Chef Gary still remember us from Cambodia trip :) I totally love Cat Tech lab but I guess it's too early to say. It's funny having to reply Chef Gary "Yes Chef" or "No Chef". I suddenly feel like I'm in the tv show, Hells Kitchen. We also learnt and saw interesting equipment in the culinary kitchen at level 1. Everything there is just so cool. We ate freshly baked bread and thin slices of caramelised sugar. *Slurps*. Oh, not forgeting... we girls think that the best looking chef would definitely be the one in Western Culinary kitchen :)) As soon as we stepped out of that kitchen, everyone was commenting about how good looking he was... his charisma, built, macho-ness and all. Mahes just melted like dark chocolate. Even on the trip home... she went on and on and on about him. Haha! I look forward to the next CatTech lab because we'll be learning basic cutting for vegetables and we're making vegetable soup. The best part of it all... AiTing and I will be able to get Mahes' share because that woman is allergic to them greens! Yay! Anyway, y'know the other day I said that I wanted to marry a chef? I still do! Looking at the BCS students doing their thing in the culinary kitchen really made them look so attractive... hotter than the school runners running at the track. Hahaha. It'd be good to marry someone who can cook well don't you think? |
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[Nov. 4th, 2009|11:41 pm] |
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 Rushed home after school with AiTing and Mahes, showered and rushed out again to meet the both of them at Starbucks. Talked and laughed our hearts out till 10 plus. The both of them are so hilarious. Everytime I'm with the both of them, I feel like I'm the oldest... the both of them are so similar to my baby brothers, character wise and all. What a good way to destress during such a stressful period. Just us, Java chip, iced water, cheese bagels with cream cheese, gossips and a cold, rainy night. It felt pretty cosy in Starbucks actually. Talked about our first impressions of one another... Anyway, I'm so proud of Mahes Anastasia Realmz because she started running yesterday! Passed her the running bug yesterday after I told her about the sense of satisfaction and sense of euphoria one get when running at night. She tried yesterday and I think she's hooked! So proud of you since the only exercise you've gotten in your life would probably be chasing after buses! Hahaha. Oh, happy day! Thank God for the aliens in life whom I always seem to have much telepathy with. Thank God for Mama, Papa and my lovely baby brothers as well because they always make home so awesome to come home to after a long day in school. XOXO. |
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[Nov. 3rd, 2009|10:54 pm] |
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My brother told me an hour ago "Wah, see the moon... I thought spotlight!" So, the three of us, Farhan, Fidzril and I were stucked to the window for a few minutes because the moon tonight is just so beautiful. It's so bright! Oh, the wonders of nature :) |
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[Nov. 2nd, 2009|10:05 pm] |
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I LOVE YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY..... LIVER :)
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[Oct. 29th, 2009|09:31 pm] |
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 I had one of the best day ever since school started. Projects can be quite stressful but I sort of enjoy the adrenaline I get from rushing to meet datelines. Lunch with AiTing, Mahes and Eunice Tay over cheap $1.50 Maggi mee noodles was good. I could totally die from laughter just being with the three of them! School is such a joy but sometimes it can get really anal. Sometimes I feel like giving up but when I think of Kerl and Tina in Cambodia... I feel so ashame of myself. They travel 6 hours or more to study and here I am feeling all tired and lazy :/ |
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[Oct. 28th, 2009|06:08 pm] |
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I met Chin Yi for breakfast this morning to finalised the HFLA template before I photocopy for the group and I talked to a few guys I know who walked past concourse and he said "I didn't know there are so many other guys around you." He's so cute, in a geeky way :) Sometimes he amuses me but he's really a true genius. I mean, to be top in the cohort and be in the director's list with a sky high GPA. Amazing. |
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[Oct. 27th, 2009|09:38 pm] |
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Monday came and Tuesday flew by. Things of course, did get better. So I guess everyones good now? Karen, really appreciated that you understood and took everything maturely :) Jane and Ameera if you're reading this... Karen's really lucky to have you guys as her friend. Friends back each other up without knowing the head or tail. I didn't even know you read my blog until she told me this morning. With every incident that happen in life, I guess there's always a take away. One take-away would be that sometimes it'd be good to not always stick to your friends when doing project. AiTing and I headed to sports complex after school while Mahes had to do her research in the library. Walk half of Bedok Reservoir and ran the other half. We saw a lot of lecturers and IT support staffs. I didn't know that our school lecturers all lead a healthy lifestyle. You know, I feel very blessed somehow. I don't really know but at times... different people have always been there for me :)
After looking at some recipes and photos for Catering Technology project... I have the utmost respect for Chefs. I think Chefs are really cool people. Can I marry a chef someday? HAHAHAHAHA. |
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[Oct. 24th, 2009|01:10 am] |
Life is like melted candle wax. It hurts when you get some dripping on you but the pain slowly cools down and then it numbs you. Then you peel off the cooled film on your skin and everythings back to normal. But... not everything returns back to normal. Normal in this case is very, very subjective. What you define as normal may not be what I think normal is. The only reason why things have come to such a state is because you have bottled up everything you've seen or heard and perhaps, the way you feel. If you had been honest about everything... if everything had been transparent... life might or perhaps could have taken us to a different path. I guess the basis of it all is with the clique being big. It wouldn't take a clogged chimney long to figure out that trust is paramount in any relationship. We had it when we all first knew each other... then slowly we lost it as fast as fingers could click. The situation only became evident last semester but no one talked about it. It's funny don't you think; everyone always expects for familiarity to win over everything. When an unfamiliar situation dawns upon us, our lives suddenly become so shaken... our relationships becomes fucked up. We're unclear about why we're angry. I guess this is a darn good way to push our friendship and test it against all setbacks that will definitely come our way. Like you said, change sometimes can be good. Change has always been good. Change is constant. The only variable is you and you and you and you and everyone else and me. We're the variable. With all that said... I don't think I was ever close to some of you anyway. We can talk about everything under the sun, gossip and share secrets but that doesn't make us good friends. Honestly, it doesn't hurt to know you're hurt. It only hurts to see some friends being put in a tight spot. I know the blame isn't solely on me. Every action has a stimulus. My stimulus was that some people were too shy and reserved to get it done so I did it. There isn't a reason for me to be afraid. I learnt a long time ago from my beloved Dad that I owe no one a living. When Monday comes and should things not be all right, it's okay. Life doesn't always flow the way you want it to.
When your world stops revolving, no one stops for you... no one stops with you. All you've got is yourself. |
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